I just downloaded the Kooks' album and am listening to it.

This is what I'm doing.

I'm bored. And a little anxious. A little worried.

I have a buzz from just having played basketball. We won. We're just too good for the competition. We win even when we play crap. There's just one team that we reckon can beat us.

I use up a lot of my head space with playing guitar and singing and writing songs. But I'm not sure if I'm wasting my time. And money. And effort.

I don't think I have any discernable social skills left. I can't small talk. I can't chat up girls. I say and do stupid things when I'm drunk.

I think all my friends have left or are leaving. Well... not all...

I think I'm in a bad spot job/career-wise. I'm surrounded by people that I don't do any work for. I'm in the team and I'm not. It's getting awkward. My boss is disorganised.

I think Mean Girls is better than Clueless. The girls are hotter.

That makes me feel old. Everything makes me feel old.

The Kooks have a few good songs but it's not as good as I expected.

That's called disappointment, I think.